Thursday, October 18, 2012

A Change You Can Believe In (Galatians 2:19-21)



I want you to think for a second about your favorite food.  Your favorite dish, whether it’s something homemade or from your favorite restaurant.  Try and remember, if you can, the feeling you got the first time that food hit your taste buds.  The way the flavors mixed and mingled on your tongue.  The way you felt the urge, the need to vocalize to whoever you were eating with about how good it was.  The way your brain immediately said, “give me more!”  Now think of the last time you ate it.  Did it evoke the same reactions?  Or was it now something that was still delicious, still something you enjoyed, but perhaps just a bit too familiar.  A bit predictable.  Maybe even a little more bland than it used to be.
Think about the first time you ever sat behind the wheel of a car as a driver.  Sitting there in the driver’s seat, seatbelt on, turning the key and feeling the rumble of the engine.  Even with as many times as you’d sat in the car with mom or dad and felt that engine hum, felt it accelerate, this time it was completely different.  This time you weren’t just feeling the revs, they purred for you.  The car now for the first time responded to your direction. It was your foot that was pushing down on the accelerator, your pushing down perhaps a bit too forcefully on the brake.  Perhaps you felt as though the speedometer must surely be broken because it said you were going 30, but you were willing to swear you were at least 85.  Did you get any of those feelings when you started up the car to come to church today?
Think about your first girlfriend or boyfriend.  Or your first date with the person who’s now your wife or husband.  Think about how you started to smile just because they walked into the room.  Think about how your heart started racing the first time they sat down next to you, and your knees or your shoulders happened to touch.  Think about how it felt the first time they held your hand.  The electricity that rand up your arm and throughout the rest of your body.  The feeling that this, just holding their hand in yours, might be the greatest thing in the world.  When’s the last time holding their hand made you feel that way?  When’s the last time you even held each others' hands as you watched a movie, or went for a walk?

As people, we have an impressive capacity to make the amazing seem mundane.  To make the impressive seem ordinary.  To make the breath-taking run-of-the-mill.  What I mean by that is this: we get used to stuff.  However spectacular something is, however exciting…see it or do it or taste it enough and it stops being special.  We stop appreciating it as much as we should.  Sure, when we stop and think about it, when we take the time, when we put in the effort, we can recapture some of the wonder.  But a lot of the time, it becomes ordinary.
As Christians, I think we’re often guilty of doing this with grace.  It’s something we hear about, something we talk about all the time.  It’s something we know in our heads is important, know in our heads is a big deal, but doesn’t generally cause us much excitement.  Quite often we see grace as something boring.  Routine.
Quite often we’re guilty of trafficking in cheap grace.  What’s cheap grace?  Cheap grace is when we simply say, “yes, I’m a sinner, but Jesus forgives me” and just continue on our way.  If anything, grace thought of and used that way is little more than our excuse to keep doing whatever it was that we were doing.  It doesn’t really change anything.  It just kind of is.
But is that what grace really is?  If I’m asking the question that way, obviously the answer is no.  So how can we better understand in the way God would have us to?  Well, that’s what we’re going to spend the next several weeks trying to do.  To start with, let’s look today at what grace is.  Because before we can see it’s affect in all the different aspects of our life, we need to understand what it’s all about.
In his book, one of the ways Lucado describes grace is that it “has a drenching about it.”  Drenching is such a great word.  And it’s actually an even better descriptor of grace than Lucado realizes or intends.  Because as Lutherans, when we think of grace and hear the word “drenching,” what comes to mind?  Baptism.
So often when we think of baptism, we think of it in a cute, adorable kind of way.  Because that’s what we see, isn’t it?  What we hear are some words being said.  We see a baby, who are pretty much the epitome of cuteness.  There’s a little water, poured over their head, gently falling back into the bowl.  Then we talk about their being made a precious child of God.  It’s all very cute.  But let’s look at it another way.
First, remember that babies aren’t always cute.  Their crying can just about make your ears bleed.  People don’t coo over a baby screaming during the middle of a church service.  Their diapers…let’s just say those aren’t always cute and leave it at that.  And as innocent as they might look, their hearts are just as full and corrupted by sin as anyone.  That cute baby is just as guilty, just as condemned as any other sinner in the eyes of God.  But in baptism, well, those words are spoken are the same words that brought the universe into existence.  And Scripture compares the waters of baptism to the flood of Noah.  A flood which resulted from the floodgates of heaven opening and water bursting forth from the ground.  A flood which drowned and killed all life on the face of the earth and covered the highest mountains.  That is what baptism is compared to.
When we see a few ounces of water poured over someone’s head, God is drenching them with his grace.  Washing away their sin.  Snatching them from the fires of hell, drowning the flames that would consume them.  Baptism isn’t the cute resolution at the end of a sitcom.  It’s not just the happy, huggy reunion at the end of a children’s movie.  Baptism is a rescue mission.  It’s seeing something new and living rising up out of what has been destroyed.
Lucado also says that grace “Comes after you.  It rewires you.”  Again, I think this is a fantastic picture of what we see in Scripture.  Due to sin, we were far off from God.  Our sinful natures want nothing to do with him.  They run from him.  Flee from him.  Try to hide from him.  Out of love for us rebellious, misbehaved runaways, he didn’t wait for us to figure things out.  He didn’t wait for us to come to our senses.  He didn’t wait for us to come back home.  He knew that left to our own devices, that would never happen. 
So he set out after us.  While we were running away from him, he came to us.  He became one of us.  He sent his Son to do what we couldn’t ever hope to do.  Christ came not for the sake of those who stayed home and did as they were told, he came for the screw up.  He came to seek and to save the lost.  Even as our sins drove him to the cross, he endured it so that we might be made safe.  The Father’s love, the Father’s forgiveness, a welcome home and a place at the eternal feast...all of it he gives to us freely.  It’s undeserved, we have no rightful claim to it, yet he pours it out freely upon us.
Not only does he chase after us with grace, not only does he drench us with grace, he completely rewires us.  In baptism, his gift to us through which he drowns our sins and makes us his child, he rewires us.  He doesn’t just give us the benefits of Christ’s death and resurrection, he joins us to it.  By grace he changes us.  He makes us something completely new.  Unlike the promises made by politicians or any other man, this is a change we really can believe in.  It’s a change that really does change everything.
What is the change?  As Paul put it in our reading from Galatians today, “I have been crucified with Christ.  It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me.  And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.”  Grace means that Christ isn’t just always there by our side, he doesn’t just carry us through the hard times.  Grace means that Christ is IN us.  He is there working in us and through us.  He is changing our hearts, turning us away from our sinful desires and towards the will of God.
He does this, continues to do this, because he loves us. Because he wants us to be with him in his Father’s kingdom forever.  Because by grace not even our stupid, stubborn sinfulness can separate us from his love.
Apart from grace, apart from Christ’s death and resurrection we were dead.  We were without hope.  But now that Christ has set up shop within us, now that it is no longer we who live but Christ who lives in us, we have life.  We have life now, we have life tomorrow, we have life forever.
That’s what grace means.  That’s what Christ came to do.  There’s a great quote from a presumably retired Episcopalian priest from New York I saw a friend post this week that can help us in how we view and understand grace as something dynamic and awe-inspiring.  The priest’s name is Robert Capon, and this is what he said.  He said, “Jesus came to raise the dead.  Not teach the teachable, improve the improvable, reform the reformable.  Those things don’t work.”  Christ came to do more than to teach us a better way of living.  Christ came to raise the dead.  Christ came to restore those who were lost.  Christ came to chase after us, to drench us, to rewire us by his grace.
This grace affects us in every part of our lives.  To quote again from Galatians 2:20, “The life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.”  The grace we are given, the grace that makes us new and makes us new creations moves us to live lives of thanks.  Grace motivates us to do as God commands.  It moves us to love our neighbor.  It moves us to serve.  It moves us to live not to serve ourselves, but to serve God through service to others.  Grace leads us to do things we didn’t know were possible.  Grace strengthens us and leads us to do things that might otherwise terrify us so that others who don’t know the greatness of grace might too be drenched in it.
Living with this grace, living in this grace is not only our joy in times of triumph, but it is also our strength in times of trial.  It is our peace and comfort in times of sadness and grief.  Grace is the hope that we cling to.  It is the promise that we carry with us and remember when it might otherwise feel as though we are surrounded by darkness.  Because Christ lives within us, when we face hardship, when we are faced with those situations that we don’t have the strength to handle, we know that we do not face them alone.  Christ is there strengthening us, empowering us, and yes, sometimes carrying us through.
Grace helps us see the light at the end of the tunnel, because Jesus is the light.  The same Jesus who by grace dwells within us is the same Jesus who is the light that came into the world, the light that pierces the darkness.  The light the darkness can never overcome.  Whatever evil forces may attack us and seek to condemn us, the victory is ours in Christ.
Now it’s true, grace, life in general…it’s not always exciting.  We don’t live with the same fire burning within our hearts all the time.  It’s just not realistic.  But don’t ever take grace for granted.  Be confident that God won’t take it from you, but never underestimate it’s power.
I encourage you to follow this instruction from Luther.  Each morning when you wake up, make the sign of the cross and remember your baptism.  Start each day by remembering that by grace you have been changed.  You have been made new.  Along with that then, when you have the opportunity to make use of his gifts, to come to worship or receive the Lord’s Supper, take a moment to think about what you have been invited to receive.  Consider what took place so that you might be assured of everlasting life.  Rejoice that his mercies really are new each and every morning.  Dive into his grace, and see the difference it makes.  Amen.